So I'm assuming this will not come as a suprice to most of you but for those of you it does not I'll explain.
I will not bash on the staff team or anyone for giving me a hard time or something because honestly the staff team and some diamondshaft players may be the best friends I have ever made and I do not regret a single minute spend on that. It were these people that kept it fun and interesting and I am really thankfull for meeting them.
So for years Minecraft has been my "main-game", I played nothing else and I was fine with this but recently it started to bore me. I know that there are people who have played this game for way longer than I have and still find joy in it and that is fine but I do not. I feel like I have done everything that can be done on alot of fronts, I have maxed out survival minecraft several times, got thousands of wins on minigames and filled lots of plots with redstone creations. Maybe I'll refind joy later but for now im completely burned out of this game. Also I have recently found joy in gaming again (after barely gaming for a few months) because I tried new games.
I would love to writte something personal for everyone but I honestly am afraid of forgetting someone so instead I'll will give a more general message.
When I first got introduced to this server by a friend I was a no-one, my english was terrible and my "mineman-skills" were nooby af. But then people started to give me chances and I started to gain friends. This really enhanced the gaming experience, I slowly got somewhat addicted and almost ruined my grades. At this point I started to get interested into the guardian position and applied, after 2 failed attemps I gave up but kept normally playing. Now skipping a few years ahead I already started to loose interest but then out of nowhere I recieved GIT rank wich brought back alot of fun.
I really appreciate the chances given to me to become a staff member after several failed applications but it feels somewhat unfair to keep the guardian position instead of someone who still forfills the requirements for it.
I have never been good at writting these kind of things but I hope it got the message across. Again I really appreciate the friends I've made here and even though my mineman adventures end here I hope the friendships don't. I'll try to stay availeble at discord but don't expect instant replies.
I wish everyone the best of luck in their lives with whatever they wish to do.